Wednesday, February 27, 2008

...Google Kick Of The Day

She is the costar in one of the most controversial relationships in our nations history. During a time where it was unheard of to mix races since the one was 'inferior', unless it was to breed more workers. This woman was a product of that, and became a focal point once discovered through oral history and recent DNA study's that she gave birth to Thomas Jefferson, our third presidents, children.


There isn't much concrete evidence of this relationship, but there are plenty of books, documetaries and a two part movie that all tell different interpretations, but the same message. To sum it up they began their relationship in Paris, and continued it once back in America on Jefferson's land of Montichello for a total of 38 years & 6 children (I believe only 4 survived). Of course because of the time this all conspired, no one would want this kind of information to be known of the President and all sorts of documents could of easily been destroyed without penalty.
In honor of one of the first documented interracial loves, and in my thoughts - the first love struck broad that stayed no matter what, my Google kick of the day is Sally Hemings
-Ashley

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

...It Still Hurts



On a personal note...

Today, more than usual, I've been thinking about my Grammy & Aunt Joyce...mainly my Grammy. This morning 'Yesterday' sung by Mary Mary came on my ipod on my way to work *tear, which was one of my Aunt Joyce's favorite songs and it just made me think of my Grammy in general.
I miss my Aunt Joyce more & more each day I look at my hair. She's the only hairdresser I know and I never thought my life would be this upside down without her here.
In my Grammy's final years I know I distanced myself from her because I hated seeing the state she was in because of her disease, but desperately I miss being around her & just being able to know that she is there even if she didn't know who I was (although she never forgot me, she just wouldn't recognize me or call me by my mother's name & my mother by my name). I still can't stop calling the house she lived in hers even though she's not there. I can't accept the fact that they're going to sell the house and some other family is going to live where I grew up and where she took her last breath. Death has come into my life on a few occasions but this one has hurt me the most.
I still remember going to her funeral & not being able to even walk in the church...seeing her in the casket & expecting at any moment for her to inhale and prove everyone wrong...to know my Grammy, the woman who raised & nurtured me for as long as I can remember is now just reduced to a pearl white & gold trimmed box underground hurts deep. It's still recent (August 17th) so of course I wouldn't be 'over it,' but...I don't know - I just miss my Grammy :(



...Google Kick Of The Day

Today Huey Newton just popped in my head. I didn't watch any black history movies or anything, so - I figured that he should be my Google/Youtube kick and I'm glad he is.


Short sweet quick bio I found
An illiterate high-school graduate, Newton taught himself how to read before attending Merritt College in Oakland and the San Francisco School of Law, where he met Seale. In Oakland in 1966 they formed the Black Panther group in response to incidents of police brutality and racism and as an illustration of the need for black self-reliance. At the hieght of its popularity during the late 1960s, the party had 2,000 members in chapters in several cities.
In 1967 Newton was convicted of voluntary manslaughter in the death of a police officer, but his conviction was overturned 22 months later, and he was released from prison. In 1971 he announced that the party would adopt a nonviolent manifesto and dedicate itself to providing social services to the black community. In 1974 he was accused of another murder and fled to Cuba for three years before returning to face charges; two trials resulted in hung juries.
Newton received a Ph.D in social philosophy from the University of California at Santa Cruz (1980); his dissertation, "War Against the Panthers" was subtitled "A Study of Repression in America." Succumbing to factionalism and pressure from government agencies, the party disbanded in 1982. In March 1989 Newton was sentenced to a six-month jail term for misappropriating public funds intended for a Panther-founded Oakland school. In August of that year he was found shot dead on a street in Oakland.
For visual enjoyment here's footage of Huey in an interview from jail *holds up a fist*...enjoy
-Ashley

Monday, February 25, 2008

...High Times Vol. 2


High Times
Vol. 2
by Tyk

Todays Topic: Pretty Faces Don't Last Long
While inhaling herb I came to the revelation...that pretty face bitches don't be using what they have. If you know that you are a dime why the fuck aren't you using it to milk a nigga? Just find a nigga thats doing something with himself :doctors, lawyers, basketball players - whatever. Give him a little of the power, make him fall in love, get knocked up (yes you have to sacrfice the body for a bit but you're still pretty, pretend you want a happy home and get married, wait until he gets some big time promotion, raise - get and executive job - a somebody not the flunky, divorce his ass when the kid is 6 so he can still have child support & you can get the alimony, get a divorce and start making money off his money. Use pretty faces. You won't always be skinny, You won't always be shaped just right, You're going to get old. It won't last forever...what the fuck...what the fuck

...Google Kick of The Day

Today's feature is of course a fav. She's from my hometown (Philadelphia) and basically lived the fairytale dream. She was a beautiful and highly acclaimed actress and later became a princess. Her Serene Highness The Princess of Monaco Grace Patricia Kelly.




In honor of this timeless beauty & actress, here's a clip from A Hitchcock film "Rear Window" and a tribute slideshow...enjoy
-Ashley
Rear Window
Grace Kelly Tribute

...Scared To Have Ugly Kids

I'm starting my work day news ritual, and I'm glancing at Dear Abby and this is the funny foolishness I got to read. I know it's a thought that can run through a person's mind...but is it really that serious to write to the paper about?...:

DEAR ABBY: I am married but have two children, "Venus" and "Adonis," from a previous relationship.
These children are very good-looking, and I'm not just saying that because I'm their mom.
My husband, "Herman," is ready for us to start our own family soon.
Not to sound shallow, but Herman was not a very cute kid. He wore thick glasses and braces as a child.
Whenever I am asked by either Herman or his family if I think he was a cute baby, I lie.
I know I would love our babies as much as I do Venus and Adonis, but I'm afraid they will not be as cute, and that everyone will know my older children have a different father.
These worries are causing me to have doubts about having kids with Herman.
Am I that shallow?
Am I not in love enough with Herman because I'm scared our children will be . . . ugly?
This is killing me.
Herman wants to start trying for a family this summer.
Help!
- Worried About Genetics,
Clarksville, Tenn.



DEAR WORRIED: I have news for you. Herman was a typical kid - and look how he turned out. He's attractive enough that you married him.
There are no guarantees regardless of the gene pool you're fishing in.
I firmly believe that each generation is becoming more beautiful than the last - or at least that's how it appears to me as I look around.
But please understand that nobody else cares who fathered Venus and Adonis, and it's time to give up your obsession about it.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

...High Times Vol. 1

My other BFF Tykerra & I on occasion come up with these short 'columns' if you'd like to call them that. I find them highly amusing and since this is my blog I'm going to post them :)
Today's Topic: Lightskinned People
While inhaling herb, I came to a revelation that all light skinned people look the fuck the same. They look like plastic.They all change colors the same time. One minute your dark as shit like other black people then you're light and white and your name is Becky....five minutes ago your name was Consuela. fuck you...fuck you...fuck you

...Daily News from Bran

My BFF Bran loves to send me random news, websites, etc...because she is Bran - and because she knows I'll read it. So, I shall feature her in my blog with her Random news :)
P.S. For further reference she is also a fashion stylist
Ancient "devil frog" may have eaten baby dinosaurs

By Will Dunham Mon Feb 18, 5:03 PM ET

WASHINGTON (Reuters) - It was the biggest, baddest, meanest froggy ever to have hopped on Earth.
Scientists on Monday announced the discovery in northwestern Madagascar of a bulky amphibian dubbed the "devil frog" that lived 65 million to 70 million years ago and was so nasty it may have eaten newborn dinosaurs.
This brute was larger than any frog living today and may be the biggest frog ever to have existed, according to paleontologist David Krause of Stony Brook University in Stony Brook, New York, one of the scientists who found the remains.
Its name, Beelzebufo ampinga, came from Beelzebub, the Greek for devil, and bufo -- Latin for toad. Ampinga means "shield," named for an armor-like part of its anatomy.
Beelzebufo (pronounced bee-el-zeh-BOOF-oh) was 16 inches
long and weighed an estimated 10 pounds (4.5 kg).
It was powerfully built and possessed a very wide mouth and powerful jaws. It probably didn't dine daintily.
"It's not outside the realm of possibility that Beelzebufo took down lizards and mammals and smaller frogs, and even -- considering its size -- possibly hatchling dinosaurs," Krause said in a telephone interview.
"It would have been quite mean," added paleontologist Susan Evans of University College London, another of the scientists.
Their findings were published in the journal Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences.
Even though it lived far away, Beelzebufo appears to be closely related to a group of frogs that live today in South America, the scientists said. They are nicknamed "Pac-Man" frogs due to their huge mouths. Some have little horns on their heads, and the scientists think Beelzebufo also may have had horns -- a fitting touch for the "devil frog."
Beelzebufo was bigger than any of its South American kin or any other living frog -- "as if it was on steroids," Krause said. The largest one today is the goliath frog of West Africa, up to 12.5 inches long and 7.2 pounds (3.3 kg).
The presence of Beelzebufo in Madagascar and its modern relatives in South America is the latest sign a long-lost land bridge once may have linked Madagascar to Antarctica -- much warmer then -- and South America, the scientists said.
That would have let animals move overland among those land masses. Fossils have been found of other animals in Madagascar from Beelzebufo's time similar to South American ones.
KING OF FROGS
The first frogs appeared about 180 million years ago, and their basic body plan has remained unchanged. Beelzebufo lived during the Cretaceous Period at the end of the age of dinosaurs, which went extinct along with many other types of animals 65 million years ago when a huge space rock clobbered Earth.
Beelzebufo did not live an aquatic lifestyle, hopping among lily pads, the scientists said. Instead, it lived in a semi-arid environment and may have hunted like its modern-day relatives, which camouflage themselves and jump out at prey.
Its first fragmentary fossils were found in 1993, and the scientists have since assembled enough fragments to piece its remains together like a jigsaw puzzle, Krause said.
While it was the king of frogs, Beelzebufo is not the largest amphibian ever to have lived. Many reached truly astounding dimensions, such as the crocodile-like Prionosuchus that grew to an estimated 30 feet during the Permian Period, which ended about 250 million years ago.
(Editing by Peter Cooney)

...Google Kick of The Day

Yea, I'm working on a Saturday [sucks!] so I of course went on a google kick :)

Todays Google -Youtube kick is another fav Jimi Hendrix.




He was an awesome musician who firmly believed that music was his religion and it showed through in all of his records and performances. So in honor of my G-Y kick of the day here are a couple Jimi videos...enjoy
-Ashley
Star Spangled Banner @ Woodstock
Machine Gun
Purple Haze
Hey Joe

Friday, February 22, 2008

...Strange Fruit

To alleviate my bordem at times I go on what I call 'google kicks' where I get a topic and read any and everything there is about it. Today's kick was one of my favz: Billie Holiday




One of her well known songs is also a poem written by Lewis Allen called "Strange Fruit." In honor of my GK of the day, here's the poem and Billie herself singing...enjoy
-Ashley

Southern trees bear strange fruit
Blood on the leaves and blood at the root
Black bodies swinging in the southern breeze
Strange fruit hanging from the poplar trees
Pastoral scene of the gallant south
The bulging eyes and the twisted mouth
Scent of magnolias, sweet and fresh
Then the sudden smell of burning flesh
Here is fruit for the crows to pluck
For the rain to gather, for the wind to suck
For the sun to rot, for the trees to drop
Here is strange and bitter crop

...Damn Winter

I despise winter. It's the worst season to me. It's cold, it gets even colder, it gets dark at like 3:30 and it puts me in hibernation. The worst part of it all is that it snows! The only way I like snow is if it gets me out of work/school. Once that's over I hate it again - then I have to walk in it, clean off my car, shovel, throw salt, drive in it, etc...
The reason for that mini rant, is because it snowed (approx. 3 inches) in the wee hours of the morning and I had to go to work...sucks...I mean if schools are out, most jobs are being let out early and even the damn Mayor of the city says that employers should let the workers out early to avoid being stuck in the elements...so why the eff is my job still open!!! Not like we're getting many customers since most of them are already home safe while we sit here looking stupid. Great.
...trying to patiently countdown until warm weather is the norm - or I move back down south...whichever comes first
-Ashley

Thursday, February 21, 2008

...Introduction

Alot of days, I'm bored while at work. I also have a short attention span which really doesn't help. I keep trying to find things to preoccupy myself but I either finish them quickly, or somehow it gets outlawed from the workspace. When there's nothing to do, my mind wanders off...I start thinking about everything and sometimes I just need to write it down or. I have tons of random sheets of paper in my desk drawer that I'd rather not have but don't want to lose. I do have a regular 'journal', but I don't like taking it out of the house. Also this can be something I use to have something new to preoccupy my time. So - for those moments I just need to write something down so I'm not racking my brain all day or adding to the collection of looseleaf in my desk is where this comes in.
It's also a good place if anyone wanted to TRY and figure out whats going on in my brain.
I have no idea what I'll write about or post in here...but either way, I'll have it...
-Ashley